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Survival
03:22
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I don’t know if my mom loves me anymore
She says that I am changing, I am not what she bargained for
I set fire to abusers like a war, I am a terror
But I don’t know what it is I fight for
And I cure the pores of my skin I leave no room for anything
I survive because I have died
And I cure the pores of my skin I leave no room for anything
I survive because I have died
And just to keep my head afloat and my body unprovoked
I set up walls but make sure to include windows
And just to keep my head afloat and my body unprovoked
I set up walls but make sure to include windows
And I cure the pores of my skin I leave no room for anything
I survive because I have died
And I cure the pores of my skin I leave no room for anything
I survive because I have died
And maybe in a year, I will learn to love the fear
And maybe in a year, I will not feel like a bad queer
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I Think I'm Old Enough
01:32
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i know that you'll always be there for me,
just like the theme song said on national t.v.
will we all live together when we grow up?
i guess we're already old enough
cuz it's weird when your parents start actin' like your pals,
and it's weird when your dad is asking for your help
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success is finding a seat on a crowded subway
and not getting lipstick on my apple when i take a bite, say
i shouldn't beat myself up over some added red pigment, say
i shouldn't miss everyone as much as i do, and hey
i've been seein older versions of my friends in places today
but they're distant and further away
on crowded subways
my stomach feels sick when i think about the things i've messed up
it is exhausting to feel like you're bad at everything
what is success if you're just feelin' like it all sucks?
i guess i'll try again
try to find some meaning in this plan
i guess success is finding a seat on a crowded subway
so i'll wipe the lipstick off my apple and sit comfortably
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Sarah Murphy Mount Pleasant, South Carolina
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